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ecstasy effected me... please help?
ok, i have done ecstasy for a six month period about once a weekend, the odd times twice. i have taken about 200 pills in the perios of time. my side effects up to date are
- bad memory, muscle twitch, pain in the back of my head, hear rate goes very very high very easy, little rushes of anxiety causing me to flex my stomach muscles and produce a yawning effect, can crack all my joint i couldnt crack before (knuckles and knees), bad bad gas problems i can feel it building up as i lay down or even just walk forcing me to let it out about every 2 hours.
please help i am 15, i am so scared u have no idea i need to know what to do or what is going to happen to me. i love life and am done drugs forever. if i would have known anything about e i would have never started but like a lot of people i found it fun and got pulled in i guess.
please help me people :'(
why would you take a drug and not research it. doing ecstasy more then once every 3 weeks is bad, it takes 3 weeks for serrotinin to regenerate and after ex use serrotinin receptors try to adapt to so much such high serrotinin levels, and shut down, some stay shut down for a week some for a month and some never come back. this causes tolerance towards ex and depression because of the over stimulation ex gave to receptors. your problem so far is not the because of ecstasy. ecstasy can make you sick afterwords because of not sleeping and not eating it makes ur immune system go down. the anxiety could be from ex. but the joint thing, bad gas problems, flexing your stomache, etc is not because of the ex. thats very common for meth and cocaine users and many ex pills do have meth in them, so that could be whats happend. as you get older, 6 months is a while, especially when your fifteen you change, you may have always had that in ur joints but just noticed it, bad gas from be your diet changing, more cheese stuff like that, you could also just be getting anxiety naturally. there is allot of damage done to your serrotinin receptors that will never come back, do you even know that ecstasy spills serrotonin? do you even know that serotinin regulates mood, thoughts, sex drive, pain, hunger and sleep? without receptors to read serotonin nothing can causing people to get changes in all the things serrotinin regulates, making someone an e-tard: people who have no emotions, no feelings, and just sit there. dont worry your not gunna die or anything, but i suggest stop using e, i was in an e phase for about 4 months, but i never took it every weekend, here were about 3 weekends i skipped, but after i started doing more pills up to 6 and a half a night, i started to notice a difference with how i acted, wich was bad, then i dehydrated on ecsasy and that was last month. im amazed by how much pills you have tooken and only at 15. lay off before you become an e-tard oh and to the people who say ecstasy makes holes in your brain, drains spinal fluid, ARE DUMB, dont listen to them ex does not do that. ex is not made from rat moisoning, its made from hydrogen peroxide, formic acid, stuff like that, cooked to certain degress, then cooled, then more ingredients are added, then cooked, cooled, etc, then it finnally makes mdma, wich has no hydrogen peroxide or formic acid anymore it was cooked out of it and the other ingredients diluted other ingredients so it is just one chemical. mdma. dont go to the doctor, after 72 hours of using ex less then 1% is left in your body. the doctors cannot do anything and neither can your parents, there is no wa to clean your body it has nothing bad in it, its just recepors in your brain.
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